Who'll stop the rain...

OK so the rain has actually been gone a few days now, and I never thought I'd say this, but I wish it would come back. I have material to write in the next 10 days, and no motivation to do so. I want to lower the curtains and turn the lights off at home and pretend it's raining. Since I think I'm bipolar, I have to either be enraged or depressed to write decent shit, and right now I'm not either. It's like my brain switch is stuck on "complacent" and that's not where it needs to be. Oh well, I'll figure it out, I always do, and I'm sure, contrary to popular belief, it will NOT be from a corny joke one of my friends thinks will kill on stage...